urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jesss_chillinjesss_chillinjesss_chillinjesss_chillin2005-08-30T03:49:06Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jesss_chillin:1888Need to vent!2005-08-30T03:49:06Z2005-08-30T03:49:06Z[<b>mood|</b> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v629/pikziehearted/melancholy.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> melancholy]<br />[<b>music|</b> ]<br /><br />To make a long story short, me and Autumn split up. I was stupid and yeah I cheated on her. Ended up hurting the other girl too. Which really sucks because thats not the kind of guy I am. I dont know what exactly was going on. Whether I was unhappy with Autumn.. Still crushed how me and darcy split or if I was just plain stupid. I dont know. I cant explain what i was doing or what was going through my head. It was like I was a completely different person. I mean those of you who know me know I was not like this. Before she came back here..<br /><br />So thanks to all of my great recent mistakes, Ive lossed a couple friends and gained a couple enemies. Just what I need. Not like could give a damn. They dont fase me, and when I say they, he knows who I mean.<br /><br />Im dipping out of here for a few. If anyone feels like comin with me, just lemme know..urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jesss_chillin:447jesss_chillin @ 2005-07-16T04:59:002005-07-16T09:12:22Z2005-07-16T09:14:04Z<p><font size="1">Ive been circling around this whole toronto area for a few days now.. I just moved here from Georgia. Dont ask me why, guess I just thought it would be cool to disapear for awhile. Be out on my own..</font></p>
<p><font size="1">Im told im the nice guy. Sweet, funny, caring.. I used to play football, hockey, Soccer.. I dont know if they have all that stuff here.. lol. They probably do. Im one of those hopeless romantics. Love to watch the sun set and rise.. its the best time of the day. The colors, they are amazing.. </font></p>
<p><font size="1">I just got out of a relationship with my ex girlfriend Maxie. We werent together that long. About a month or so. I honestly dont know what happened. I guess she moved on. Got sick of me or something, I dont know. Honestly, I dont really much care right now either. Im sorry that im not like all these other guys who will have sex with someone and not care who they are or who they may be hurting. I like to take things slow, see where they lead. Actually commit to someone I really care about. You cant just hop from one girl to the next and hope that one day you'll get lucky and find the right one. Thats just not how it works..</font></p>
<p><font size="1">Anyway, heres some pictures..</font></p>
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<p><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v629/pikziehearted/C51.jpg">Tieing meh shoes..</p>
<p><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v629/pikziehearted/J31.jpg">Watching the t.v standing up, im just that talanted..</p>
<p><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v629/pikziehearted/H62.jpg">Me and Maxie...</p>
<p><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v629/pikziehearted/F61.jpg"></p>
<p><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v629/pikziehearted/F31.jpg">On the computer...</p>
<p><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v629/pikziehearted/708d.jpg">She gives the Best massagess.. in your life.</p>
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<p>Ill probably take more pictures later...</p>
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<p><b>Jesse</b></p>